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Back home and doing a blog about the assholes who burned my books, the fact the videos are still up there despite what I tried to do to get them taken down. Seems like YouTube will allow things like that up.

The fuck….

Here they go again, Can they do a rebuttal to my posts without stealing a single word and taking it out of context? I am willing to bet $20.00 they can’t. She can’t come up with anything new to destroy me with an looks like the sister blog has nothing to say for two months after trying to crush me every chance.  I am willing to go on a limb here that the rusty nail is nothing but a troll whose life had failed and a marriage that failed.  She left me alone for a good month when I didn’t have a post on her blog so she came up with the boring and the mundaine.

As for the bitch, she’s still being a bitch and angry that I got Tabloid Purposes IV back online,  minus her story and the master copies of TABLOID PURPOSES II will be the same without her story — thankfully one of the authors from the latter TABLOID PURPOSES had a copy of the book but the nightmare of editing that one will be the daunting task of copying and pasting back to the way it was.  I wish I never run those two stories,  she’s not written anything new when she wrote for the anthology.    The book was a lot of work to get back live again and now I can think about putting out the 5.5 x 8.5 versions I am curious that the lulu.com pdf version will convert well to the smaller book format.

The fact that she’s not been published in a long time made her cranky and the fact that I am live again on a message board got them in an uproar.   For them in a perfect world I will not have access to a computer or a word processor,  locked away from all technology.   Keep dreaming momma’s boy,  yeah the one from Evansville, Indianna, I am pointing at with this rant.   Nothing but a band wagoneer who jumps on board to whoever is making fun of someone.   I am calling you out on this one and you don’t have the balls to say what you say online to my face,  fucker.

I am focused as hell right now to care.   There will be new stories being written during this time frame and there will be more to come.   I guess him being friends with the child molester who calls himself a promoter,  going around running with SomethingAwful.com thinks it can raise his clout among the enemies.    All it is doing is making him into a theif as much as the one who did pirate my book — I am willing to bet that the child molester thought it was funny that my books caught fire.  All that did was cut me deep,  it also cut my authors deep too.   But I am always going to get a line up no matter what happens.   I will say this much about Baxter her dream come true is my career ending because of blog drama,  but that is not going to happen anytime soon.  I noticed someone is trying to bring about some bullshit on the message board because I mentioned the fact she was unruly.   

They are trying to get my family involved with the censoring me when I am not going to censor a thing here.   It needs to be said, and the fact the Rusty Nail’s career is to wear me down — Iam not even budging here.  The only way she can stop me is she pulls the trigger.  She’s the criminal here because she is trouncing my civil rights,  I am willing to bet she can’t dig into me without stealing my blog posting like some sad faceless bitch,  I already know she’s got a face and I’ve seen her pictures;  She’s a two faced harpie.   Her biggest ambition in life is to document my failure.   Something I don’t see as failure when I do a magazine and kept it active as long as it has — when her co-hort had tried to get my press shut down.   Not forgivable there,   the bitch’s mistake is to attempt the death of Lake Fossil Press — you don’t do things like that because someone leaves a review that is borderline hostile in nature.  I am keeping my hostility off lulu.com because it is not worth losing my account over.  I will risk a blog before I will risk a company that I started from the ground up.   I am sure some of you will agree with me here,  now I am willing to bet that Mike Brendan will risk his magazine to see me fall down in flames — someone who never read a single issue of my magazine.   The fact that Horrorgal brags abount getting a free copy of my magazine– I got paid for that issue.   The fact she is taking a shit on House of Cards — a story that was on my heart for a long time to writing because it was going after real person fiction.   It was a carry over from something that someone did to me writing a real person fiction story featuring me and some pop star I don’t care if he lives or dies.

That Mike Brenden screams ”Libel” when I made that post about him being molested — I am willing to bet that he’s willing to put his magazine on the line to trounce every publishing effort I put out my whole career — I put out a little over than 20 publications and that is half of my publishing credits.

I will rather be a self-published author who still has their heart in tact than some asshole who touts off one sale like it is their biggest achivement.    Scream libel all you want asshole because that is all of you are doing to me every chance I do a blog.  Calling my entries a hate crime because I make one remark that is off colour and borderline unpopular.   I would rather be a self-publisher on lulu.com than some asshole who hides behind the fact he puts the magazine out the same way.    He likes to hide behind the fact he runs a fantasy magazine that employs the very same thing that I do with The Ethereal Gazette.  In fact I did open office text document first for submissions,  he just copied and pasted it to make it look like his idea.  Come on Christian Boy take your swing at me now.  You run your magazine, let me run mine.   What you going to do report me to lulu.com,  I am watching what I say on there because I don’t want to gamble a storefront because some rift on a blog.    The fact they danced on the grave a little too soon,  it came back live a week later and stronger too.   You want to libel my company go ahead it will bite you on the ass in the process because I know you also employ lulu.com too, fucker.

Seems like I can\’t do a blog in peace around here

I can\’t do a blog in peace without some Allentown based cunt trying to fuck things up for me as a publisher, well looks like The Rusty Nail posted the information for me about issue eight being out for purchase and now I am moving on to work on issue nine. Take that Koehler if you are attempting the fuck things up for me. I am also working on the idea of doing a 4theluv anthology which will be looking at submissions between the TABLOID PURPOSES and the magazine.  I got enough submisssions for one magazine and will be establishing my post office box in Joliet, Illinois so I can handle the CD-ROM submissions.   I will take submissions via CD-R or 32MB Memory Card.    The formats there will be a returnable format so I can do a little much like Jordan Bobe does being he is set up for snail mail submissions too.
     The fact someone took a shit on my introduction of the magazine, that is the editor\’s corner, I can say what ever I damn well please. The difference between ethereal gazette and TABLOID PURPOSES are that I am more casual with the way I do an introduction. I just was pissed off when I was doing the introduction after just seeing someone burn one of my issues of the magazine on video then the asshole decided to be a bigger asshole and feature that burning. The fact each of these bastards egg people like him on and steal my footage left and right. They are sore because I made them close their site on youtube.com down about burning my books.
     For the record, I\’ve been back since January just stayed close to the networking sites. I mentioned on this blog earlier anyone stealing from those sites are assholes, and I got to notice I can\’t say damn thing without one of them ripping a new one. Especially my elder statemen. I kept it polite to that mother fucker, I will call him a fucker to his face too because the way he handled that reading was like an asshole. IF he was any type of man, he would have stepped up to them and said, \”what you did was wrong.   He\’s not here to speak up for himself.\” He handled it quite poorly.   That was the reasoned I asked him to explain himself,  I am willing to guess he is not much of a man and do that.   Grown men acting like children and people are still doing that when my name is mentioned.   The Crusty Rail is a sad excuse of a human being because she eggs people on like this.  The fact she hides behind a fake name and a fake identity on Associated Content.  I am beginning to think she is Peter Barnes because the time frame that blog appeared and made my life published a living hell for any publisher to run my work.   
     I am not threatening anyone here, but I just got done taking a shit in someone\’s urn, the fucking fag kept going on and on about this dead lover.   Get yourself a woman and stop acting like a woman.  I am going to comment on the blogs but I will say this of the spineless cocksuckers.  They need to really get a life and stop pissing on mine! Mother fuckers.  The moment I get a magazine out there,  you fucks take a shit on it the first chance you get and you urinate on my civil rights like I am not supposed to have any rights.   Sure go ahead tell on me like a little bitch.   I have every right to run a publishing company and I am not about to let some blog drama ruin that shit.  There is no cure for a fuckhead, and yes these people are fuckheads every chance they get.   you want to mess with a bull,  your getting the horns.   Each of my writers are bulls as in you get the horns when you go around torching their work they poured their minds and hearts into.  For the record with the hospital stay,  I signed myself in — I was never committed.  I was admitted.   I\’ve been back online since January.  I am still active with writing just working my way on a new story.
      You want to see a shitbag,  look at the Christian named Mike Brendan — He must been molested by Rainguds a few times.  The fact he stole the idea of taking Open Office Document Text from The Ethereal Gazette.    Face it fuckhole you\’re a peer to me — you graduated when I did from high school.   These people who say avoid me like the plague are peers whether they like it or not.   Lsy off of Dagstine for making an update on me. 50 Foot Ant was a man for being civil, but I will say this much. The linkage to my magazine, thank you for that one.   The fact he was willing to link my magazine up to help me make some royalities.  I am going to be running on donations to for the magazine — the donations will help me with the royalities and the contributor copies.  The fact he is part of issue five,  that was the best seller for awhile well got ranked above 10,000 which is a good thing.  I have to get some more copies of that one and mention that he\’s got a TABLOID PURPOSES out-take in there.   I can how he submitted to me originally.   He sent me six stories — I picked two of them for publication.  That when you send six and it was a contest anthology.   I did the same thing that REALITY CHECK did when they did their contest.    
      When you make fun of someone for doing something that is bigger than himself,  don\’t mess with him.  Christ have some compassion,  even a rival author of mine actually wished me best health.   Don\’t like me fine,  just don\’t be a prick when I am not around to speak up for myself.  The whole thing at the HWA convention was bullshit what they caused — I saw that and basically lost my temper.  I was ready to punch someone,  it was going to be Everson too because he of all people should have spoken up saying, \”That is not right.\”   This is why I did the e-mail I did at him.   2009 I will make it to a convention as a vendor,  LAKE FOSSIL PRESS will have a booth at some convention. I can\’t tour because of all my bills but to do a book signing with a few anthologies out there — I got some momentum.

Fuck you

Those of you who are adding to the stigma that I can’t do anything with my illness, I have two words and they are strong enough words already, FUCK YOU. The article seemed to create a buzz already and I am going to keep it up here too. Do each of you really have a life, and I am addressing my statesmen here. Seems like he voted for Blago because the fuck is without a country right now.
            I am willing to say he pissed away all of his common sense when he did this comment about my ds, that the little bitch likes to take it from the ass via his slut that he calls a wife. Does his work know that he’s being a bitch online. Come on asshole, come up with a thought of your own that I haven’t said already.   I am also willing to go on a limb that this asshole will not have the balls to say what he said to me online to my face.  Goons get what goons deserve if you ask me, the fact he is saying something about me not being on my meds — the very fact he did this in a colaborative letter with his new found bitch in The Rusty Nail,  c0me on child-molester.   You know really nothing about me and you’re doing everything in your power to get my mediums shut down.   You only cut off one head of the hydra here.  I didn’t lose my lulu.com storefront perminately, and I am just being more careful in how I choose my words on that site.  I am not calling someone  faggot on that site,  I am going to use the blog on wordpress to host some articles on here, and I am willing to guess that the fag called AC to get me shut down.

Well it will be available here instead..

Haunted By The Stigma did not make it past the censors so it is available as a PDF read from this blog. As much as I dislike the idea of putting a freebie read out there, I’m doing this more with the articles — this one is particularly controversial because of the conflict between religion and mental illness.

Well now it begins..

*denotes my commentary.

He also made a joke about people who passed on  such as Joseph McGee  (see the post before this one.  *I made one other joke about a dead author, and that was the one of for every erotic horror author that dies, there is about 30 traditional horror writers clawing over their grave) However, I refuse to devote a whole blog entry to Mr. Pacione’s online antics. If you want a glimpse into his world of madness, I encourage you to visit The Rusty Nail [link omitted and Expose the Tard [link witheld] or just do a Google on his name. The main thing to keep in mind is that he, his publishing company, and anything associated with him is to be avoided at all costs.”

I could be a prick and say something mean…

But I will not go stooping to the level of Joseph McGee when he referred to me, I feel for his family in his passing but somewhere I know he’s worm food. The fact I am trying to watch what I say now because if I don’t I will be in state property and I am not property. I am not someone’s fish on a hook. Seeing that McGee passed while I was on the road, it might be mean the way I say how he’s worm food but that’s the truth. Joe and I never been on good terms even from his beginning. All he’s trying to do is sell a few books as I am trying to do.
      The disease he died from runs in my family too. So I can relate to his there, but as far as Joseph McGee the similarities will rest there. As I said in his life, I stick to in his death I will not be buying any of his books. This is one of those authors I wish his works went with him, as much as he did with me. I would normally not speak so ill of the dead, but in the case of Joe I am going to make an exception. My bad blood with him ends in his death but I am going to have the final word about this one, the fact that he and I never really liked each other even from when I was active on the one message board — I remember him as that eternal douchebag. You expect someone to be kind to you in death, you should been a little more understanding of another writer who is struggling to get out there.
      I don’t like him as a writer or as a person. I am saying this with a deep honesty, and man up to the fact I never liked the stuck up bastard. Now here come the bastards trying to bury me alive because of that statement. They are also mad because of a statement I wrote earlier. Will that statement come back to haunt me later, yeah it might but it is speaking with an intense honesty. If anyone sees this and has their respect for me might not have it now, I understand. Joseph McGee and I had our own war of words a few times in life. If they want to take a ripe one on my grave now, I said my peace about Joe McGee’s passing. If his family want to take turns shitting on my name for that statement that’s how I thought of him. I would never buy a book of his.

I am not broken by a long shot.

Some of my recent hate mail. Apparently this guy is beyond pissed off that I got his videos pulled. He wants my associated Content account and the lulu.com account in retaliation.

From: AngryInIllinois@yahoo.com
To:  Nickolaus Pacione <nickolauspacione@aim.com>

Two sites are now hosting that video, and I am appealing to YouTube because I didn’t violate anything.

I am however, working with ETT to create an indepth article to show AC, not submit to be read by all but for the people who run AC themselves, to see that you violate their TOS on numerous articles.

Other than the ones we already got taken down, of course..

I guess they’re mad because they lost the video that burns my sixth issue of the magazine.   I showed that to one of the authors and the author who commented wanted to beat down the bastard for burning the book and pissing on it in the video.   The story that the author wrote in the magazine, was an early Christmas present.
     Since ExposeTheTard wants to make it clear that the mother fucker doesn’t want to see me have an imprint.  I guess the asshole behind Preditors & Editors is having a field day with this.  They can think what they want of the company but I will have publications out there whether they like it or not. I guess this is that media blackout that everyone is posting about.

From: AngryInIllinois@Yahoo.com
To:  NickolausPacione <nickolauspacione@aim.com>

it’s gone {link withheld]

By The Way; you told you tube I infringed on your copyrights.

Read what they say can happen if someone like you lies about that

(message with-held)
I have other sites that will host my videos, including one that wants my upcoming video of me destroying Tabloid Purposes III, so I don’t really need You Tube. However you have given me a perfect chance to go after you in court for misrepresenting me, so tell youtube you lied or else.

The person is trying to force me to say otherwise but I am the rightful owner of the photograph on that magazine and he had no right to do what he did.   Isn’t that against YouTube.com policy to do things that consist of playing with matches. The son of a bitch is putting a message out there for the younger generation saying it’s okay to play with matches, don’t we remember the lessons of the 1990s about kids who burned a house down reciting they got the idea from Beavis and Butt-head?
      This asshole right now is on a warpath because didn’t like the idea that I got his video pulled for a violation of copyright. Well the asshole did violate my copyrights there. I guess they’re saying I use my disability to buy cheap beer but the case, asshole I hardly drink when I do drink. I guess that IT who works for the bank got in trouble for his online antics. I’ve did an IP search of the asshole who wrote The Egoless Writer and it showed he worked for a bank and do they know he’s being an asshole on company time. They’re angry as hell and they’re impersonating me on youtube. If you see an ID “npacione” on YouTube.com or “nickolausapacione” those two people aren’t me. They’re creating accounts that impersonate me every chance they get. The video I did talking about the room mate I was drinking a can of cola.

Fish Start Smelling Bad From The Head First…

This is an open address to the trolls,  the facebook account is off limits. My photos are off limits when you go violating copyrights and trying to do so exposing me as an asshole you’re stooping lower than anything I would even attempt to do.   The whole thing with Jane Timm Baxter, right now I think she missed her monthly visit.  You can comment as you wish on your own blogs but stealing my facebook.com notes and myspace.com bulletins, that is off limits. One of the SomethingAwful dickheads even admitted violating privacy is going a little too far.

Since One Blog is about Copyright Theft

The Hive Mind II

This time we’re going to study the immoral nature of SomethingAwful Goons.

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I am pleased to say this one got published right away within the editing of it and writing it up on MS Works. I also have to get Industry Rivary out there because if I remember right Louise Bohmer actually welcomed me to The Carnival of Wicked Writers and was thrilled to have me on staff despite the fact that everyone else wanted my head.
    The moment I did my guidelines for Tabloid Purposes,  it seemed that Louise was the first to become a turncoat in that sense. She never gave me a direct answer on this sort of thing but she’s cheering on the asshole who pirated my book and prank called my house.   I got one douchebag saying how dare I do an article like this and he’s hailing from my old hometown area.   Here’s the person’s email address if you want to have some fun with him,  since he seemed most steamed at the fact that DreamHosts.com cracked down on what AutoAim.org had done.   Since he was angry about that he decided to do an endless barrage of prank calls so I couldn’t even call out to buddies out here if I wanted to.
      Hey Kyanka how did it feel to have your ass handed to by someone who’s a trained boxer?   I got a kick out of every step of the way that you got mauled.   I will have ideas coming from all the endless prank calling that they got,   and keep in mind this is a new kind of stalker I am dealing with here because he had tried to harass my family before.   This isn’t the family’s phone line he was fucking with,  it was mine.  I should had  given him my Verizon line because doesn’t take incoming calls.
      I unhooked my phone long enough so I can stay online and I have unlimited access to the web for a dial-up connection.   I am fighting fire with fire, they will use their fucking message board to make my life a living hell I will use other means to make their life a living hell,  but what I am doing with it is all legal too and plan to make a little bit of money doing it.   This should pay for my Chinese dinner if all goes right.   I guess the Rusty Nail goes around violating copyrights and trying to hide behind fair use.  I guess they try to justify pirating a book as fair use too I bet.  All I did when I wrote Hive Mind II is gave them a better reason to hate me and I also did that with Industry Rivary when I put it all out there, the cards are on the table with that article.   Lieder started a fight with me that lasted more than five years, when I worked with more than one of his contributors post his project.
      They decided to shit down my back because I announced the guidelines for a 4theluv anthology and now the douche from Finland is posting my phone number in the comments.  Asshole, come up with legal means to express your hatred.   Can you hate someone without fucking with their livelihood?   I guess some of them would go stop at nothing to ruin someone’s life let alone what they worked hard to gain, and doing a small press for me is a lot of work but at the same time it’s a lot of fun.  Though these bastards want to make that a misery for me.   I am going to put it out there for Preditors & Editors to read,  who the hell are your sources about red flagging my company?  
      Who the hell of you assclowns were the ones who did this,  I am guessing Jane Timm Baxter or one other author who wasn’t happy with the guidelines.  Especially since one of you reviewed pirated books, and you’re giving them linkage to the articles when they don’t really deserve that money for destroying someone. They reviewed pirated copies of books which they gained from an asshole known as WilliamDoItTheSecond because he was pissed off how I tore into his fearless leader. He and one other douchebag are bandwagon types as in they don’t think for themselves and they knew back in the day they were losers so they thought to destroy everyone and anyone in their path.  You’re entitled to hate me but you’re not entitled to break the law saying you already paid for my books because of my status.   This is the case with Dravena Press’ Mark Orr who goes around saying Reality Check Had Bounced making fun of the anthology I got published in originally, which I didn’t edit.